One year with Bebe.

Happy ONE year anniversary sweetheart!! 💕 You are currently away at work in Kentucky and I hate it so much. But iloveyou and you're the best ever💕
11/14/13

Babe, I love you more than any one or anything in the entire universe and since you came into my life, i have never been happier and you have changed me for the better. In my eyes you're the most precious handsome, loving, caring, funny person i have ever had the pleasure to lay my eyes on. i could spend hours just staring at you, realizing how perfectly every inch of your body is arranged to make you as you are. every time i look into your big gorgeous bluefish/green i just get butterflies in my stomach. You make me feel so unbelievably lucky and every time we talk or i'm with you somehow you manage to make my day in one way or another. I enjoy your company more than anyone else and i would gladly spend every single day with you for the rest of my life. Whenever i am away from you i feel as if i'm missing part of me and i find it impossible to get you out of my head. and whenever you're holding me in your arms it makes me feel complete. its like were meant to be together. you're the first thing i think about when i wake up, and the last thing i think of before i go to sleep. i'm infatuated by you. you're my best friend, my soul mate, my baby, my happiness, blue sky on a rainy day, my handsome man, my everything. you make my life an ultimate amount better than it would be without you in it. i honestly couldn't and wont ask for anybody more perfect for me. and what you may not realize is that you really do mean the absolute world to me. and that no matter what happens, ill always be yours and you'll always be mine. without you i highly doubt that id ever come anywhere near as close to the level of happiness that you make me feel. and through all the bullshit, the fights and the pain we always make up and we became close than we were before. and we both know its worth it. I've never felt this way i feel for you about anyone before and i highly doubt i ever will again. i don't know what else it could be except for love. and i could never even come close to imagining myself with anybody else. no body else even compares to you. you're one in a million. you fascinate, and mesmerize me. when im with you, im at my happiest and i love spending hours talking to you about anything and everything with you. i like me when i am with you. i can be myself and not have to worry about you judging me. I knew when i met you and you were the right person. i cant get you out of my head no matter how hard i try. and i cant wait to spend the rest of my life with you. i'm around you that often that it feels like you're a part of me without you I've got no idea what id do. and when i look at you i see the most perfect person possible imaginable and then there's me and i sit here for hours wondering how i managed to get you but it doesn't bother you. and you love me for who i am regardless of all my flaws, bad habits and faults. and i love you. i love all of you. everything about you. honestly everything. no matter what, for ever and ever. i pinky promise. 

Christmas Poem For my grandma

I miss spending Christmas with you,

all our memories will have to do.

I’m trying so hard to not be blue,

Oh if you only knew.

Christmas is not the same,

I know you are not to blame.

I wish you could hear,

all the fake cheer.

Every holiday is a replay,

as if it is just another day,

I know everything will be okay,

You would’ve wanted it this way.

As every heartbeat goes by,

I just let out another sigh.

Falling snowflakes from the sky,

just as fast as friends and family go by .

Although I miss you,

I will make do.

You feel so near,

It's as if you were here.

The family isn’t complete,

so we give up in defeat.

As we come together,

we realize nothing is forever.

The day will be filled with sorrow,

sadness and tears soon to follow.

Just smile with no fear,

‘cause I love you dear.

so just think of me, then you smile

 after all, it is worthwhile.

Wayyy back when in junior year.

You have to use your head not your pompoms to write a good co-captain essay.

Co-Captain Position

12/4/2011

Turkeyfoot Valley Area High School Cheerleader

Number 30

Screaming fans, cheerleaders cheering, the smell of hot dogs, chicken patties, nachos, candy bars, lollipops, spilt drinks, and the tension between the rivals. You are at the game, there is less than a minute, and the score is tied. The referees are not helping matters by giving bad calls against us. Now the opposing team has the ball and all you hear are the home fans screaming about getting the ball and making the final score to show them "who is boss." Finally, we get the ball off of them. We start to cheer them up the court as they score the winning basket as the final buzzard rings. We won the game and are now celebrating. This is what we do to keep everyone on top and spirits up when everyone is about to give up.

The bodysuits, bows, glitter, pompoms, spankies, uniforms, and knowing a few simple cheers does not make you a co-captain. It’s the dedication, hard work, compassion, responsibility, along with being mature, fair and impartial, helpful and friendly, and keeping your peers cheerful--even when you’re losing. You have to be able to encourage, not just your team and squad, but your fans alongside you as you sit in the bleachers and cheer. The co-captain is one of the most important aspects of a cheerleading squad aside from the official captain. A captain and co-captain can make or break a team.

Why are captains and co-captains important? You need a leader who is willing to step up and take responsibility. They have to be ready to do anything for the team. Sacrificing any extra time, or anything for the team is important. You have to have dedication no matter the sacrifices you have to give up. You have to be able to start practices, know when to call the right cheers, organize the locker sign list, help organize and run fundraising events (like our soup dinner and bake sale, along with the pizza sells), help with publicity and advertising, help solve conflicts, be able to communicate with the coaches, and most of all, be able to communicate with the squad in a professional way by setting aside all drama and conflicts that may come up. The co-captain has to be ready to step up at anytime to take control when the captain is unable to be there for whatever reason. You have to be able to get along with the captain and know your boundaries you have so you do not over step. A co-captain is just as important as the actual caption--you work as a team and do what is best for the team.

Cheering for three years now, I have never missed a game, practice, or pep rally. I keep my grades as high as possible. Grades are a big part of the first step. Grades are always first and we do anything we can to make sure we have ours high and acceptable. Every year I give it 110% effort to all of my classes. Every game, every practice, and every pep rally I come out with no voice, tired, sore and with a smile. I give it my all whether it is just simple basing, yelling, running, cheering, or just teaching the freshman something they may not know or need help with. When I come to practice, I walk in and leave all of my personal feelings and any drama in my life at the door and get down to business. I want to make sure we get done what we need to. We have to make sure everyone knows the cheers, the steps, the stunts, and their place. We are like a family--when one person is hurt or is unable to be there, we all hurt. I take the time to do things right, and if they aren’t done right, I take the time to fix it. Growing up I was taught to work hard for what I want and never give up no matter how hard the fight can be. I learned at a young age you have to do it yourself to make sure it’s right. I want to be able to share everything I know and help others proceed. I want to be able to make sure we get everything done when the captain isn’t there, I don’t want them to have to worry. I want them to trust me to lead the squad as if they were with me. I want to be able to make sure all the work is done and not make everyone worry about what needs done next and how we won’t be able to get it done. When I set my mind on something I don’t give up. I want to make sure we cheer loud and proud. People won’t be able to say we don’t give it our all. I want to make the squad the best and make sure people know us for miles around.

Being a the co-captain is one of the most important jobs on the squad and I’m ready to prove to everyone that I have what it takes to make help make us the best we can be.

-Number 30